I don’t know why iam calling you this, as of today you are still my husband. Just a world apart though. Iam writing this in hope of finding some closure myself. Because god knows, i desperately need one. I know you don’t have anything else to say to me now. But I have. And i will tell you. And i just want you to know that i loved you. More than life itself. But i guess love was not enough for us. Because I think I loved my self respect more. For that, Iam never sorry. I think iam gonna write every snippets of things happening to me throughout our divorce proceedings and send you in a very long email. I know you don’t like reading. I really hope it gets lost in your email. Maybe you don’t deserve to read it. But you should really know what your words and actions did to me.
P.S- Wrote this in August, 22
Dear ex-husband 